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I have been reading much on Palestine and the creation of Israel. I have been in many arguments recently over who is right. The one question I have been asking myself is, has so much time passed that the wrong-doers are no longer here and the recent disputes are no longer relevant. Nonetheless I still ponder, why is that the occupiers (Israel) have never been seen as such and why does the UN refuse to accept Palestine a country that has been there for centuries with a strong history and culture? Also, I find it very odd that the U.S. would accept Israel as a Democracy disregarding the fact that it is not in any way secular and continues to this day to be anti-non-jewish. Many people tell me that I am making the "muslim" argument but there is something to said for the Christians as well. Muslims cannot open big businesses in Israel nor can they hold a position in office, but neither can the Christians. The reason why it is being referred to as the Muslim argument because it was Muslim Land before the Jewry "re-" claimed it. So am I wrong to feel what has happened to Palestine is unjust and that Israel is doing to the non-jews what Hitler did to the jews?

Changes

Recently a lot has been changing for me. For starters I have been getting straight A's in class and I am no longer loosing hair. I do feel very mellow. I don't get to see tommy too often these days... I do feel it has affected the both of us positively, though. I cry a heck of a lot more, but I have been getting my work done once I wipe my tears. It definitely has impacted him in a positive way. I know he likes having "guy" space. He watches "manswers" im sure a lot more without me moaning and groaning. He's also doing all these projects and such (he is a nerd). He seems happy. I have been learning how to cook on my own... so far I've learned that I'm not that good :-) I still try. Things have been changing for me... and I guess I'm doing okay.